I get to train another Master. Though Kim excceded my expectations can I do the same with my husband can I take him from vanilla too sorbet???? that is my challenge. and to be his happiness and slave i want to be the thing he adores and admires and cherishes. maybe love later

I am so glad. totally did not eat right. but thoroughly spoiled myself with me time. hubby even visited a few times. though the last one I could have clocked him. I really hate all that lovey dovey crap and I wish he would go back to being normal. he is constantly fucking pawing all over me fixinh my hair my clothes, immediatly jumping if I’m looking for something like a damnned servant. what happenned to the fucking warrior? I know its the whole divorce thing so ill give him 4months to come back but I had to vent. I swear I saw him almost cry when we got to the airport almost missed the train. I just don’t like weak men. I felt the dominatrix coming out of me I don’t like that being a bitch is way too much fun to not be a sin and it exhausts me

got a nice ring to it right?
off to boston today. I actually got up in enough time to catch the L . J is not coming back till monday. well the stress of it all finally hit my sis though now I have to figure out what is worth paying attention to squeaky wheel and all.
just realized I fell into another relationship again ironic

Im getting married Im just a whore i do not deserve this but it is all I ever wanted. My husband to be adores me and the ground I walk on I so don’t deserve this I feel like I should be suffering for this type of love. In my heart I want to be punished for letting him fall for me

I can’t have sex with my ring on funny right? yes but i still got off this afternoon though I felt a little guilty. I have a few more friends to visit for my last meal. Well there is M. Kim in MI I could use a little spanking i guess I have been a very bad girl these last couple of months like a prisoner heading to death row lol oh yeah there is H and E too H has gained some weight so it will be easy and is finally starting to look his age its about time too lol in the mean time how is a girl supposed to keep from getting a job? Got my early christmas present J paid off all the bills for me its no Wii but I am thankful. So it trickles down I am paying off al my sisters bills for her. I have been putting a lot of work into my photography and website and it is paying off I am really happy to I love accomplishing stuff and I love building stuff from the ground up can’t believe I am getting so much better a photoshop on my own. Im getting married still can’t believe it. now how do I keep my not so vanilla life and should the two meet?

great jazz no longer is confined to smokey bars and home garages in chicago

I gained 2 lbs the world as we know it is now over. Ok yes I am being dramatic. well one of the good things about being engaged it gives me a chance to finally clear the registry, cache, and erase unneeded cookies. Computers terms but if your a geek you know exactly what I mean by this. And oyes I have started. Tim came home from LA yesterday dying to see me and wanting to take me back with him. Darling just because you are now finally old enough to drink does not mean your old enough for me god the first time we had sex i could have gone to jail. What do you know I have my own Ashton K and he is 15 years my junior. though my husband to be is 21 years my senior I guess somebody is either robbing the grave or the cradle depending how you look at things lol anywhooo I told him goodbye I don’t think he heard me … lol they never do Told M. R he wished me luck but still wanted to know if I would come spend a week with him haha NO
Poor Neil was so upset I have finally got him to not call back sorry its still funny. B gave me a congrats Ill will see him when I go to ny told my sis wouldn’t mind tapping that one more time but then she reminded me while i stopped calling him like another friend A that i really should have gotten rid of a long time ago hea has the hose but doesn’t quite know how to use it. And I am a terrible teacher.
oh the two lbs. probably the coat, long johns, bots, fur hat and mittens. Damn its cold! (big smile)